What am I meant to say YES to? 

JUST WRITE.

Yes I’d love to just write. 

I don’t see a better way than simply to start writing. I love to write. I am ready to write. And I actually like to write. I was inspired by a mentor of mine. Katrina. I feel she gets me AND I truly desire for you to feel like I get you as I write every single word.

I want every single word to vibrate with you. For them to feel familiar. For them to feel like truth. Because if truth resonates, we are family you and I.

Is it cheating if I tell you this ahead of time? To let you know I want us to connect. I want to serve you and make your life one you are so proud to have lived! And here is what I wanna tell you…

You keep judging. You keep on adding extra pressure. Now I don’t know about you but for me this added pressure is simply not something that turns me on. Yet I wonder, why do you keep putting it on? Why do you keep taking it back as if it is yours? 

There is a movie you are meant to play and in that movie, the weight has been lifted.

Well TECHNICALLY, it is false but in truth,

you just have to surrender your burdens because they are not worth carrying over and over again.

Sometimes people think that they are training for the heavyweight championship totally unaware that they are playing the WRONG GAME. 

You can put all that pressure on yourself day after day. Like society. Like just about most people you know. 

And when this happens to me, I get really curious…

I wonder why do I keep on choosing to pick up this extra pressure every morning? Why do I choose that it has to be this way? Why do I decide that it has to be hard for me, it has to be a struggle? What do I gain in lifting that same weight every morning? Am I really growing something or am I actually maintaining the status quo? 

I wonder what would happen if I chose differently?

If today I chose to leave the pressure on the ground and chose that I won’t lift it. 

Today I will walk in the flow.

Today is a no pressure day.

Today is a training in light heartedness.

Today is a training in TRUST.

Today the actual game is one I have not taken on often enough.

The game is to let the pressure become compost. What if from now on, when I feel the pressure, I am reminded it is simply food for … my transformation, it’s a RECYCLED ENERGY that gets to be used in service to… 

A part of me believes I missed the end of the sentence here…

Keep the rhythm going, it’s not because you lost your words that you need to once again put pressure… 

It may simply be a slight moment where I was about to pick up once more the pressure. But here is one thing I know:

The people that come into my world, they are artists.

They are creators and they are inherently hard workers.

Simply because they have a desire to be in service.

Only the way they have been operating has been soul-crushing and they are looking for a new way.

But the game is simple. No pressure.

So when the going gets tough, we simply come back to ease.

And often we judge the ease as not being challenging enough 🤣🤣🤣 but let’s get clear on one thing… You want to be you and that means doing things in a way that feels natural and in flow for you.

And if that is you, you will have a lot of fun and a lot of leeway into my world.

I call it the Evolving Playground.

We will never stop growing, never stop delivering because we are ambitious.

We are never going to stop at resistance because resistance actually drives us – we know that on the other side of it, there is more of us, more of our truth available…

and when we access it, life takes on another level of magik.

It’s powerful. It’s fun. 

Every time the thread is lost, I feel empowered to come back to breathing… to come back to genuine movement of the fingers as they dance to the vibration of the energy surfing through my mental plane.

It is nothing more than a space of creation yet we so rarely allow this field to be a portal towards the thread that was already weaved yet not fully looped.

➡️ This is a space we tend to judge. ⬅️

We demand it starts a certain way. We don’t give it the chance to be a masterpiece and when we don’t… well we get to be right.

How heavy is that space when we simply make it a “not the place” to be. 

So let’s play.

Let’s just play.

Let’s be curious. 

Let’s re-MIND ourselves that we will fall off the train a million times. And as long as we get back in it a million + one time, we are still on target. 

Well maybe that’s the thing. 

We think there is a TARGET.

We think we have to HIT THE thing.

When really, the thing is already ours.

Yet every freaking minute we choose the pressure AGAIN. We make absolutely certain that we create a reality where pressure is present. We make certain we choose a reality that serves us in ways that perpetuate the reality we are actively REJECTING yet keep pursuing. 

Now I am not here to tell you what to do. 

I hate being told what to do and I know you do too. 

I also know that you, maybe like I did for the longest time, have been ASKING yourself, your coach, your mentor and God/Universe/Souce/Goddess THE question repeatedly… 

And that question has been with you for so long. 

It has been HAUNTING you.

It has prevented you from accessing your most sacred space… 

The problem with that question is that EVERY TIME you receive a FREAKING answer, you refuse to go for it.

It’s not that the answer is not right. 

It’s not that you are not meant to actually do things that way.

You and I, we operate in a very specific way. 

We are way makers, rule breakers, pioneers meant to bring our UNIQUE WAYS into the world.

Now you can argue this ⬆️ all you want, and if you choose to do so, you can stay.

I’ll happily be a trigger for you

constantly reminding you of your power and your truth

as the most powerful creator this Earth has ever known. 

But if you see yourself as that innovator with something magikal to bring into the world and it feels true in your heart, 

if you feel the fire burning in you,

if you know you are meant to do things differently,

meant to bring to humanity something YOUR way 

Then we are ready to hear you. 

We are ready to receive you. 

But that QUESTION, you will have to ditch it…

Bear with me, I will come to it in a minute or so.

Now, I know you wanna know.

But let me tell you this. 

There is a space in you that has all the answers. 

Part of being a Free Spirit entails that you have access to all the answers the Universe has in store for you. NOW.

⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩ THIS  ⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩ IS ⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩ GOLD ⇩⇩⇩⇩⇩ 👌

You have been programmed by the early adopters of personal development. They told you that they have done all the work. They know what works. They already made all the mistakes. (And it’s true they did.) And therefore you should learn/buy from them.

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Pause in your SOVEREIGNTY. Take a second and see how that feels for you?

Now let me ask you a question.

But before I do that, let me give you the answer to that question.

The answer is – 

H*CK NO.

Did you hear that answer? 

Great. Take it in.

Now here is the question and remember the answer is H*CK NO. PERIOD.

How fulfilled would you be if you could simply follow a recipe and it would work?

… if you simply executed a recipe, you already know how it works and you don’t have to be you, you don’t have to be creative along the way…

Would that make you feel expanded?

Would you be satisfied?

Why do I know that about you? Because you are still reading. 

You were designed to operate the Goddess’ way. 

But that’s not the question you keep asking – in case you are still wondering… here it is:

HOW?

Let’s get naked together here. Be brutally honest with yourself…
When someone tells you their how, how has it worked for you so far?

Did it have a taste of slavery in your own business?

Did it feel like you were having the time of your life implementing or were you slaving away?

Every time my mentor showed me her how and invited me into it, I fought with every ounce of my Soul. And I WAS THE ONE ASKING FOR THE HOW. Relentlessly begging for the HOW.

The HOW is a trap for the Pioneer Spirit. 

Honesty matters here.

It is time for you to honour your own GeniUS.

You are meant to bring your way to humanity.

And you have to go get it INSIDE of YOU.

You think different.

And you are still slaving away doing it other people’s way. 

🛑 I.t.’s. n.o.t. w.o.r.k.i.n.g. 🛑

It’s only a TRUST issue. 

➜ You don’t trust your way. 

H*CK you are not even considering your own way. 🥺

Ouch.❤️‍🩹

When I type this I feel the pinch. My ego is bruised and I recognize the pattern. Familiar.

That’s okay. It’s not where the story end. It’s where the new book starts.

The thing is…

you/we will need to re-boot in this way all of our life.

Your heart will soften more and more.

You will keep on asking HOW? Heck even Google is in the propaganda. Google will answer your how’s for the rest of your life. ChatGPT will double down. 

We call this the information age. And what comes after? 

The experience AGE. That’s where you and I navigate. We are the INNOVATORS. We open the path.

I am not saying information is bad, that Google should stop and that AI will take over. They are an essential part of the game and they are ASSETS in the game.

What I am saying is that it’s time for you to RISE UP.

It’s time for you to TRUST YOUR WAY.

It’s time for you to DARE bringing your own magikal ways to the world because we actually need to hear it from you. I am saying that I want you to do you  (and it’s purely selfish…) cuz when you do it gives me even more freedom to do me. And vice versa.

I am saying please trust the f*ck up the music playing RELENTLESSLY in your heart. Please.

I feel like this is the end of a message.

And I know there is more to come.

I wonder if I stop here and review? Play with what has flown through or if I should simply keep going and see what magik wants to flow next?

Breathing is such a dive in flow. Yet we forget to see it for what it really is.

A part of me thinks I have done enough. 

A part of me has picked up the pressure, lifted it and said keep going.

And now another part of me thinks that maybe lifting that pressure/weight might have been the exact medicine and I could use it in service. At one point it was a curse and now that it is lifted, what if it transitioned into a magik potion in service to humanity… A Re-boot. 

We are going to re-boot in this way until the last moment. 

It’s highly unlikely will we get to that state where we are not picking up the B.S. once in a while – not because we are not infinitely powerful – YOU ARE – but because we have chosen to live on a planet built on a foundation of magnet. ATTRACTION. We are in a world of contrasts and polarities. 

Only we haven’t yet learned to play the game in innocence. A part of us is longing for that detachment and that natural flow that serves us our wildest dreams effortlessly yet one of our most powerful drivers is resistance.

We are here to flow with life and lean into the resistance. 

We are meant to get curious on the edges.

Imagine you are in your playground. There is a fence around. Looking through the cold metal wires, you can see all kinds of things. And boy, is it ever calling your name!  

Maybe you see a horse and you are so attracted, but you may also see the bear that scares you. You are not naive. You have lived before. You know that going to meet that horse, you may very well encounter the bears. Of course, the stories you’ve heard about the grizzlies are not all rainbows and butterflies.

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You know they have killed humans before. 

Now are you willing to open the portal and see what’s on the other side?

Because let’s be real honest here. Once more.

What you will find on the other side is fairly simple.

🪞 Most of the time it’s what you expect. 🪞

If you expect the horse, you get the horse.

If you expect the bear, the law of assumption says, you get to be right. Although on the rare occasion where your desire is so huge, you may be blessed with the horse.

The thing is…

too often we forget the most magikal part of being human: 

We are divine beings in a human body – a vessel. 

You dictate the outcome. That’s how POWERFUL A CREATOR YOU ARE.

Our deepest longings are assured, if we only ACT like they are ours.

Remember, You’ve got this.

Just PLAY. YOU. YOUR WAY.

M

Oh, AND… 
Now about that…

You want to live life by your standards, regardless of circumstances.

You want to feel good about yourself.

You want to love herself unconditionally.

You wants to welcome all of yourself.

You want to be connected to yourself and your answers.

Be YOU, even if it goes against all that you have ever been thought.

You want to get to your dream/destination faster.

You want to do it through joy. And be confident to dive in the darkness and come back with the GIFT.

You have done the sacrifice type of thing. It didn’t feel so great.

Now you want to move forward with a new energy.

You don’t want the recipe. You know you are the recipe.

Only the road is more fun with a wise one by your side. Plus you want to get there faster.

You dream big and have fallen so often, you just wants to find your way. Have a wise one in your corner. To unload the extra weight as you go. One that sees all your tricks and doesn’t by into them. One that ShapeShifts into your energy and knows exactly what you need to hear at the perfect time. So you can keep the focus on you. Being you. Your way. AND enjoy the ride. 

YOU ARE IN THE RIGHT PLACE.

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