Here we go.

Let’s start at the beginning. Can we start anywhere else? No but we can start on the wrong foot.

Now I am confused because I thought we were always taking the right step.

Ok. We got you. Sit tight and in a few minutes, it will all make sense. Can you do that? 

Yes. Impatiently.

We know. 😉 

There are the have tos and there are the get tos. 

2 different energies.

The thing is, you know you want get tos but you just don’t believe you have access – just yet – to the get tos. You didn’t EARN them YET.

Only this is the biggest illusion.

When did you think you were going to be old enough, smart enough, good enough…

When did you DECIDE that it came only with a certain level of ACCOMPLISHMENT? 

You get it all mixed up. You live in a world where hierarchy is very present. But as you well know, it is not working great. You wanted out. This matters big time because…

Here I started to doubt because I was not hearing anything anymore… (again for the millionth time – can we say millionth???)

Can you trust this silence that you feel – without needing to fill it up every single second? It’s not because we don’t talk for a second that the communication is broken or that you need to fill it up using your mind.

Can you confirm that you are done using your mind? That you prefer to simply receive and not have to bother thinking in this way? 

YEP. 1000%…………………………………….. It’s still SILENCE. Did I miss a thing?

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What if you simply needed a pause – to TRULY receive what we are about to send – but you keep bugging the signal with your DOUBTS and plain LACK OF TRUST? 

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……………….. This actually feels really good – this silence in my mind. Not sure why I keep filling it up?!

Easy. You are so scared you won’t receive what you came to receive. You are so NOT wanting to waste time that you have to fill up every second of your day. Heck you even stop BREATHING. Only you need the silence, you need the AIR – clearing of your thoughts. You need all of it but you don’t trust what you know. 

And THIS NEEDS TO CHANGE NOW.

Our time together is not meant to be RIGID. You are NOT at the POLICE ACADEMY anymore. It’s fun time. It’s trust time. It’s us. It’s a co-creation. It’s meant to be fun, remember? You, the QUEEN of PLAY, forgets to play with us. It’s in freedom. It’s in the joy of the connection. It’s in the curiosity of what will be birthed. Not in the obligation to do… do it fast and move on to something else.

The WRITER writes. The writer WRITES out of pleasure. Because it wants out. It needs out. It’s fun. It’s not under pressure. It’s who she is. The MESSENGER receives a message and shares the message. Not out of obligation. Out of DEVOTION to the gift, she can’t stop herself. 

This is a moment in your gift. YOU & I.

This is a moment in pure “THE SWITCH IS OFF AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.“

Can you give yourself the joy of switching off… of playing in your own little world and just be crazy curious as to what will unfold? 

Why else would we do that? Because we need money???

Honey. That’s still SLAVING away. You have been really clear that you do not want that. So let’s not find a way to put it into the activities you ACTUALLY love. That’s what we call SABOTAGE.

We are not available for that. ✅

Good. So can we keep going here? 

Was I the one slowing you down? LOL. You gave me the silent treatment seconds ago!

For us, that felt like ages ago. And it was purely for teaching purposes. It served!

Now onto more goodness, because that’s what we do here; we open the channel.

Remain open and get curious as to what will bring us the magik we are looking for. 

The time you play with us is ALWAYS accounted for, especially when it’s in pleasure.

Can I know who US is? 

NOPE. Your mind got in the way.

Olé shit – this pressure. Is this 1 piece of content? Is it a few? Does it all come together? Is this in service? Will anyone find value in this???? Grrrrrrrrrrr….

Yes. YES. YES. ABSOLUTELY. And YES. 

Okay. I get it. Unsubscribe to all these questions. It’s just my open head. Nothing more.

Great. We are back here. Remember. You know this about yourself; the idea that is yours will not go past you. It’s yours. And know ALSO this: It is available. Available NOW. So as much as you fear, you wonder and you question… what if you used our time favourably?

That’s what we had started with.

What if you started your time ANTICIPATING the magik to come? What if you go curious about the things you will create from our moment together? What if you just knew that – as always things will unfold – and BLOSSOM? 

Why don’t you give yourself permission to succeed. Why don’t you give yourself a chance to really detach from the outcome and simply move forward in the JOY of what may come.

The famous dread has been costing you hundreds of thousands already. We may be talking about dollars, fans, resources, energy, time… And we are not saying this to put your nose in your sh*t. We are showing you the opening that is available if you choose to start from the right seed. 

You want a cucumber but you plant sweet potatoes. But really, you wanted cucumbers. And are you taking care of the cucumbers like cucumbers or like the sweet potatoes you didn’t want to have? Because you planted sweet potatoes, remember?

It’s the FAST FOOD seed. Not nourishing. Makes you ENTERTAIN the illusion of SATIETY and FAST progress.

FAST FOOD JUNK SEED + RIGHT CARE = WRONG DIRECTION. = NEW LESSON WILL COME TO BRING YOU BACK ON TARGET TO PLANT THE REAL SEED OF THE DREAM.

Therefore yes that’s starting on the wrong foot as we were saying in the beginning AND…

NO. YOU ARE NEVER WRONG IN YOUR MOVE…

but there is a shortcut.

Well worth taking.

You can simply start on the right foot or with the right seed.

Are you following?

Time to PLANT the NEW SEED.

The REAL ONE.

The ONE YOU TRULY DESIRE.

The ONE THAT WILL HAVE YOU REJOICE, GIGGLE AND DANCE WITH JOY. 

You want FUN. You want to DO YOU. DOing you is first and foremost writing (fill you thing here, that’s mine – please steal the answer if it spark a fire!) Yet you put a COST to writing.  That’s the seed.

It’s not PROFITABLE. It’s COSTING. It won’t grow and evolve into the most amazing play time, into the joy of the craft – it’s not going to be near the level of creation you desire because you don’t YET

REMEMBER & CHOOSE that it is PROFITABLE to BE YOU.

RIGHT SEED + RIGHT CARE = Sky rocket trajectory to YOUR DREAM FULFILLED.

The thing is…

Are you taking care of the seeds you have planted?

If you are doing it because you have to – you lost the joy – ⚠️ wrong care.

Then, no matter how much care you give it, it is COSTING you. You’ll never feel nourished and fulfilled.

You need the right SEED.

It needs the right CARE; time, love, attention, curiosity, mystery, space to revel in the words coming to life.

But when these words are rushed, your receiving channel is clogged up with you mind being scared… 

So the question becomes:

What seed am I putting in?

AKA what is the thing we are creating?

What is the dream?

Knowing THIS ✨ the WRITER ✨ is the dream, how does it need and deserve to be CARED for? 

This moment with you, in your creation gets to be a sanctuary. A space where you are safe to be you. A space where you can just let go 

Got lost. Distracted. AGAIN. But with such peace of mind. With calm. Thank you for this. It’s like I feel my body. I feel the calm. It’s just a beautiful moment and I want it to last. So yes. I want to make space for more of these moments. AND I want to make space for more moments of CREATION, definitely putting in place what needs to be in place for the dream to bloom. I am feeling the I am signing off. Are we good? 

Only if you come back tomorrow.

Only if you choose to make these moments the sacred sanctuary you so well deserve.

Only if you choose to nurture this seed expecting magik, goodness and trusting that you are held. It’s a space for you to simply RECEIVE. So YOU CAN GIVE. Will you do that?

I so want to. Gladly. I love my creations. 

***Just noticed that the entire time I was questioning what I was receiving because it is for ME. And I don’t know how to use this for them I feel like I have to CREATE AGAIN for them. Like this will not be interesting for them because it is me and my insecurities – all over. And not just to prove a point. Thoughts?

Of course we have thoughts. But we wonder, how does that make you feel? 

I am sad and torn. A part of me feels it is wasted time if it is not for her. But I GET THERE IS A LESSON THAT I NEEDED AS WELL.   I just don’t get it.

Don’t try to get it. Just accept it. Don’t give it a meaning it doesn’t have other than this is where I am at.

The FACTS don’t change. #1. You are ultra gifted. #2. So here today, REMEMBER the seed you planted a long time ago. Let us reMIND you. I am getting paid ABUNDANTLY for LEARNING and BEING ME. My way. Real. Raw. Uncensored. And POWERFUL.

So here you are at a choice point.

 You change the seed. And give it the care it deserves.

OR

You think it’s spot on and you nurture it. AKA You embrace it and you trust that what is serving you is serving your readers BECAUSE you have created it JUST for BOTH OF YOU. 

You now have a MOVE TO MAKE.

You take it as the one who trusts the seed and you press PUBLISH. Or you keep all your treasures to yourself, you let the fear win [for now] – because you’ll only learn through your experience and you’ll always need to be real, raw and in true relationship (we both know this).

The thing with spontaneous channels is, they need the excitement of the now to create… you can’t create on the past. You are a WOMAN of the NOW.

“PUBLISH” IT WAS. WITH THE FEAR. AND THE INFINITE POSSIBILITIES.

In case you don’t know, I ALWAYS love to hear from you. Leave a comment. Hit my DMs. Send me an email. (Smoke signal are not working so well when we are too far! LOL.)
What did this spark in you? What’ gets to be from here on? What is your PRESS PUBLISH?

Remember, You’ve got this.

Just PLAY. YOU. YOUR WAY.

M

And if you are still here

I know that this is you as well. Meant to receive as you go. All the answers are within you. You know that. And you want to build intimacy with that part of yourself.

Let me say this:
Welcome into my space. Our space. There is a comfy spot just for you. Shall we have fun together. Please bring all of you. Drop your filters at the door. UNSUBSCRIBE from I can’t do it. And SIGN UP to I have no clue how, this will be a fun ADVENTURE. We will have fun with all the ways we tame ourselves.

Literally, JOIN MY NEWSLETTER HERE. Or get in my inbox HERE to figure out how we are going to PLAY together. Either way, WE BOTH WIN.