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My heart knows
April 02, 2024
I am too THIS and not enough THAT.

So you sat down to do your thing. And you weren’t hit with the lightbulb instantly?

Stop judging the process. Stop questioning. Stop wondering should I ask a question or not.

Just BE. At peace. It’s coming. There is NOTHING wrong with silence. (Even when you are expecting a message.)

Lay the fear of not receiving on the table. You won’t need it.

You ALWAYS receive. And you know that. And you trust that.

If you have to remind yourself that you do…

→ reMIND yourself that what you share is valuable.

→ reMIND yourself that it is not even yours.

→ reMIND yourself that judging, shaming and doubting are just that. Judging. Shaming. Doubting. But loving, being curious and trusting – are a totally different thing. And they harvest different crops.

The answers are in you. They are there. They will rise up. Because it is who you are. 

But is it who I really am? you say. And I simply redirect you into your heart.

What does your heart know? 

Even though you try to

        hide from it…

        look elsewhere…

        put your hands on your ears and scream real loud… 

it’s still there.

You see there is the simple way. And the complicated way. That was the complicated way.

The simple way goes: 

Oh this is who I am. Let me give it a shot every day. Because I know it and I love it and I am curious to see 60, 90 days from now what will be born from this. I won’t judge what comes out. I know my ego will be go panic mode once in a while. I’ll notice it. I’ll choose to come back in the truth of who I am and let Spirit work through me. 

Because let’s be clear… It feels pretty right that you don’t want to work another day in your life… since work feels like an OBLIGATION. But if you don’t make space to be INSPIRED… 

Guess what… 

things can’t be INSPIRED into you. 

Following? 

If you keep your MIND constantly BUSY… 

If you don’t make space for us to weave MAGIK into you…

YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO

[see how you don’t even know what’s coming at the end of the sentence and ALREADY you despise it…] 

weave your way through yourself.

Doing things your way matters big time to you.

And here is what your way means 

    (just in case you also forgot…) 

💞 It means that you are NOT resisting. 

💞 It means that it goes in accordance to who YOU ARE, that you honor the being that you are and how you were created.

💞 It means that other people’s ways are great. Only they are not yours.

💞 It means that you simply trust that who you are and the way you were specifically designed IS AMPLE, ENOUGH & ABUNDANT and you choose to believe it and move from there. 

💞 It means that all the stories you have been telling yourself about doing things one way – that are not working for you AND YOU KNOW IT – 

                  YOU STOP IT. 

                  YOU DE-STORY IT.

                  YOU TRUST…

… even when you are scared.

… even when it doesn’t look like it’s working.

… even when circumstances are not going for you.

And that doesn’t mean – you stay stubborn in your way and you persist. 

It means, you rise up. You tap into the vision. You shapeshift into that version of yourself who lives in the land of solutions. You ask better questions, you move differently and you just stretch.

KNOWING THAT YOUR ACTIONS TOWARDS YOUR DREAM are seen, they are noticed, they are working

and not only that but

the Universe is meeting you at the same time. 

Here’s the kicker: 

If you have decided it is not enough, or that your dream is not coming soon or not at all, that you are not enough YET and all the stories you tend to entertain, 

Then you need Marie 😉

AKA you need a major wakeup call. 

It’s who you are as you do things.

If you write the book from…

❤️‍🩹 I don’t have anything to share

❤️‍🩹 I am not the storyteller

❤️‍🩹 I am not the teacher

❤️‍🩹 I am not the one who has something valuable to say 

YOU GET TO BE RIGHT. 🤕

Not because there is anything wrong with you. You are perfectly ADEQUATE. You were made to bring your craft into the world. 

Only YOU don’t believe it. Or rather, only you chose another conclusion… One that is NOT IN SERVICE TO YOUR DREAM and by the law of attraction, you are simply walking in the other direction

So what’s the juicy bit here… the “getting back into truth” bits…

It’s the “MY HEART KNOWS” and I choose to move from there. Because frankly every other way has failed so far. 

Oh yes maybe you have had success, but you didn’t like who you were, you didn’t like how you felt. 

Don’t worry, the results are on the way!

Only [you may not like that part] 

they are showing you the way. They are teaching you YOUR WAY.

You came here as a pioneer for the new world.

As part of being a freespirit and revolutionary, [and you signed up for this by the way] came the

I will have to disconnect from the way everybody else around me does it because I was sent in a very specific place to plant a new way of being. I am ultra powerful, I am courageous, and I dare doing things that feel right in my heart. I won’t have much people in my reality that operate like that. They won’t get me and I will feel like an alien. AND I will have to navigate my way through it. And I chose that because FREEDOM of expression – AKA BEING ME MY WAY AND BRINGING MY GENIUS TO THE WORLD – matters f*ck tons for me. I simply CAN’T NOT follow my heart.

The thing is

You wanna love your life

And you have had a tendency to do things from the THIS IS NOT WHO I AM AND I WANT TO BE IT or from the THIS IS WHO I HAVE TO BE OR IT WON’T WORK.

But you know who you are. You know what your heart desires. You just won’t give yourself per-mission to be it for more than an hour, a day or a week… 

Being you is your MISSION.

Will you give yourself per-mission

Will you say YES?

Remember, You’ve got this.

Just PLAY. YOU. YOUR WAY.

M

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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