It is a choice. 

It’s just a choice. 

That belief.

Yes that one.

The one that has you cringe because you know it’s nowhere near truth.

That one that when you speak it, think it, it gets tears coming out of you like a firehose…

Yes.

THAT ONE.

It’s just that.

A  B.E.L.I.E.F.

A THING YOU CAUGHT SOMEWHERE AND YOU DECIDED TO COAST WITH. A thing you DECIDED to believe because it made you feel better for a moment.

It’s not a truth.

No need to take it as truth.

That moment is passed.

And then I hear you…

Marie, I hear you BUT it’s still there.

We both know that you need to know what you CHOOSE to believe instead. Right?! That new overly expansive thought that has you go… 

Sighhhhhhhhhh…

That big exhale sort of thing that has you drop 5 tons of pressure all at once. And that thing that as you go OH, THAT’S RIGHT!

The thing with that is that you got greedy along your timeline & quite impatient if I may say so and that’s where you FORGOT the rule that makes it all come together as a masterpiece.

You became that person who goes to the gym ONCE

… give it all you’ve got

AND DOESN’T RETURN.

You became that one hit wonder. We tend to laugh at those, or feel sad for them. Don’t become one of them.

Repeat.

You lifted these 5 tons of pressure once. You achieved that record once. Only it was not a record. IT was who you were meant to be. It was the normal every day you. You just don’t remember. So these 5 tons came back. Only they came back and you did nothing with them.

The thing with putting energetic things down is…

they MIRACULOUSLY keep rising back to the surface…

UNTIL you claim the title you were meant to claim in the first place. 

You want that crown. 👑 

Well honey, it won’t happen in you going to the gym just once.

Being a queen is an entitlement. It is due. YOURS. For doing the WORK.

You may be cringing as much as I am when you hear the word WORK. It entails facing resistance and NOT shying away from it, NOT making a big thing out of it and also NOT, on the contrary, pretending it is not there because well…  to bury one’s head in the sand does just that:

Putting your head where you can’t see what’s going on… 

because you are choosing to NOT look around

 – all the while your butt is sticking out 

and it is a target for all that you don’t want – AKA the added pressure.

The thing is, this belief is simply an invitation. It’s saying there is something you want. And it would feel better if you had it

but for now, you kind of, sort of, decided [unconsciously or not] that it is not yours to have YET.

And if…

you gently opened your heart, and decided to stretch yourself a little further,

a whole new world would open up to you

but it will demand that you take steps IN SPITE OF…

It’s not about the…

[OK here I stopped mid sentence. It’s exactly how it happens for me when I channel. Source speaks to me and I get sidetracked.

I could remove this part from this masterpiece, but sometimes the masterpiece needs all parts of the creation process to be complete. This is one of those.🤷‍♀️ What’s in the bracket has been added at the moment of publication so that you see that your mess ups are also part of the masterpiece… And your beliefs can be so overpowering that they block you for a moment from receiving the guidance you are meant to receive.

I personally love those moments because they are always divinely guided. Yes even those were it looks like your are hanging a little too long in the ditch, that we are TOTALLY wasting time… It’s just what it LOOKS like. It’s not TRUTH.

All that matters is that you reCOMMIT to the decision.

Now back to this MASTERPIECE.]

Look who’s got side tracked as we were diving here.

Not to make a big deal out of it. That is exactly our point.

It’s simply a NEW decision.

Moment by moment.

“I decided not to think my way through. Ok. I am not hearing anything. Let’s stay in the silence. I can trust that.”

And you did and here we are back on track.

You see what happened there?

When you stopped going to the gym, you didn’t make a HUGE BIG story.

You simply reMINDed yourself and you got back on track.

That’s HOW you change a belief.

You get back on track with THE WAY YOU WANT THINGS TO BE.

The biggy here is that it’s kind of like flying blindly. The instruments board is out of whack – what you USUALLY RELY ON is just not doing it for you anymore – and you are operating on instinct.

It’s scary. 

There is no one to validate this or that. (because whether they validate it or not, it’s just about you for your mind.) No one to say yes that’s right. There is just YOU, that NEW BELIEF and the OPPORTUNITY it gives you to take a step, to make a certain move in a certain way as you claim this to be true. And over time, as you repeat, it becomes a new anchored belief. More in service to your destiny. 

 

Funny how life has these weird analogies at times…

It’s like having a cold. And your nose is stuffed. And although you have been blowing your nose non stop for days, there is still some of that stuff in… there are still remnants of what was.

You can make a big deal out of it, be really annoyed by it, OR you can be damn grateful that it is making its way out. Because that snot could be stuck making it so hard for you to breathe or it could be going back in – which now your system would have to fight and transport out AGAIN… which is even more WORK for you.

So what do you do?

You keep blowing your nose… (maybe you also take plant medicine… but you for sure let it out!)

It’s what works (and yes you do hype up and adjust your self-care accordingly.) 

So you have looked at your situation and you KNOW what new belief feels BEST. AND YOU CHOOSE THAT.

You – BLINDLY – FAITHFULLY – make the move from that empowered perspective. 

And NO, you do not KNOW what will happen from there. 

You PRESUME it will work. 

It may not. 

No biggy.

You’ll make another MOVE. 😉

From that same new empowered belief. 

And again, who knows if it will work? 

You PRESUME it will because it’s the thing that came to you. 

Repeating STUBBORNLY. Over and over.

[Etymology of stubborn: I won’t accept anything other than… obstinate, refractory. In French stubborn is têtu – which literally means from the HEAD.]

It’s time to use your mind the way it is meant to be used. It’s time to give it DIRECTION. And it requires you to hit it over and over with what you want.

Yes you are gonna do all the other work – energy, emotion and all of it!

but…

it will STILL DEMAND you guide the mind over and over to create the path.

And slowly, you are tracing your new path. Re-writing that new belief because through your EVERY move, you are claiming again and again this new perspective.

Every move,

you are showing and SAYING I’M A QUEEN…

and over time, life GOES…

OH YES SHE IS A QUEEN.

You just made A different decision. 

You didn’t make that decision ONCE. And EXPECTED the entire UNIVERSE to believe you. 

You made it over and over again. Walking blindly. Faithfully. Because you felt it in your heart. And miracles appeared. Only you created them.

That’s the WORK. 

And soon enough the story goes like this: 

Of course my life changed, I became a SERIAL decision maker. And with every SINGLE decision, I CREATED a new reality for myself. I did not let circumstances dictate who I am. I DECIDED IT until I was. 

This is the GOLD:

It was never about the RESULTS of each move. It was ALWAYS about nailing the DECISION to ACT FROM IT. Over and over – regardless of what our eyes saw, regardless of how you felt… until FINALLY, reality caught up with the QUEENDOM we knew we were creating all along.

Keep drilling this one down. And your life will 🚀🚀🚀

Remember, You’ve got this.

Just PLAY. YOU.

YOUR WAY.

M